Here comes the baby blues .....

Having a baby means.........you have to be ready for something brand new bad dreams.

Who said that everything will be fine, once the baby arrives, then you 'll be a happy mom.....
Who said that anyway.........

I GOT THE BABY BLUES.........

I feel terrible when I hear she cries..... a lot......almost all night, I don't know how to breast her,........
I don't know how to hug her, and I don't even know what she wants.........
Whatever I do, she keeps crying and crying, even harder....

Hey baby, I don't know who you are, who ruin all my imagination of being a new mom....

I think having a baby is only seeing her everyday sleeping,
but the reality is when you have a baby you MUST at least have a little knowledge of how to calm her down...,
Not only I have to try recovering my body, and all the heavy spirit to get everything back to normal, what I mean normal is, at least I can walk normal again, no more stomach, and no more boneless every time I try to stand out....

Luckily I have a little knowledge on how to manage the baby blues........here

anyho.....a part from my baby blues syndrome, which finally I can get over it,
one thing that I always remember that my early latch on with dede,
for the first time I hold her in my arms, although I cannot move even a bit, but I can hold her in my arms,
still she finds and finds her milk..........

I only a little bit disappointed cause she was given to me after 30 minutes, not in the mean time after her born,
she should have come to me in just time.........no need to be that tidy.........

I Got Pregnant!!!!!

Finally I got married.........
And the daily life of a marriage has begun.........

When I woke up in the morning, still there is no big change in my life, starting to the bathroom, and getting ready to the office. The difference is only no I have my big man, I used to call him Koko, next in my bed who is still sleeping....but a little bother by shining lamp I used to make up.

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Wish the rain goes away from everybody's life.............

Life is not always fair
when you think that you are happy, there is still something which makes you not to be happy
I'm happy now but my friends is not in the good luck, how can I be happy???

Roda kehidupan berputar, sometimes you are up, sometimes you are down..........
When you are in the peak, do not be overwhelmed..........
When you are not in your luck, don't worry......the rain will go away....

Be tough my dear, .........
Perhaps it's not your day, but you will be even stronger ahead...
I cannot make you feel better, only you who can make everything to be the best.........

Hold on friends.......
I will try to give you my shoulder, you can count on me
but what can I do if I cannot make you feel better........
I don't have power, I'm not the one who can turn my hands on and off........
because I'm only me.........

Wish Upon the Stars

And everything comes for a reason
so when you feel cold, stand by me, then I will warm your heart,
when you feel that it's too hot here, I will calm you
when you feel it is so hard to find a way, just remember me,
So when you feel you are alone, don't be cause I'll be there................
and when you need someone beside you, count on me
This is not a promise, but a prove for you my dear.....

Cheers,